[blab] Why This blog.

So I realized some things after reading past posts, I remember why I started this blog. It was so I could openly write whatever I wanted, the feelings and thoughts I had pertaining to Nicole/KARA. Recently, I learned that more people visit the blog than I realized, so I became self conscious in my posts but I owe to myself to post whatever I want. Though I'm guessing most of you visit to look at pictures and not my blabbing but I don't care lol.

I started the blog for Nicole fans. Initially this started because I felt so bad that her fans in Korea were so not active. Her previous fan site died from lack of activity and now her current Korean site has barely any activity. I wanted to find some sort of medium where it was dedicated to Nicole, to show my appreciation to the talented, sweet, hard working, beautiful person she is :)

So why Nicole?

Unlike most other idol group fans, where if the person is physically beautiful that's all I need for them to get my support. I value work ethic and how one carries themselves to the world. To me, Nicole is AUTHENTIC. 

Even though people and fans like to point out how she doesn't look that way or act the way that is expected of female idols in Korea, I congratulate for not sticking to the norm. She is leader not a follower in that sense. I like that she doesn't ask for sympathy, rather she just wants support. I could come up with more reasons but really what I wrote above is why I spend time doing this. To me, she is someone I can look too and feel like it's okay to be yourself and to keep going despite everything.

Yep.