My precious Kamilia,
I made you worry with the Kara contract and disbandment issues. . . and hurt you, I'm sorry.
I was working hard doing my activities as a Kara member and the Japan tour will start soon, when suddenly news about my withdrawal and contract issue surfaced, I was taken aback and had a loss for words too. However I want to convey my feelings so I'm writing this.
The most important thing. . .I started as a Kara member and I want to end it as a Kara member too. But when I saw the interview between the reporter and the representative (of the company) about how I will leave Kara because I don't renew the contract with the current company. . I was very frustrated and confused. . .
Contract with DSP, it's not a contract as KARA only, it's also a contract as an artist. I was thinking on whether there is a way for me to be able to continue with the group that I've been together with until now but not an artist under the company.
I'm just one person. I think just because of me, one person, Kara should not disband or change. I was thinking whether it's possible to separate the contract between myself as an artist and as Kara member, I've tried to separate my personal things with official things.
I still have lots of goals. While doing my best for Kara activities I want to make myself again. I think for that I need lots of time and effort. . .that's why since I want to invest for my future, I decided to not renew my contract with DSP.
As a Kara member I received lots of love from Kamilia and I want to show you an even better me, however this slowly became bigger and hurt all of you and me too... my heart feels heavy.
I was really hurt too, listening to various talks about the contract, withdrawal, member changes, etc.. I think the group called KARA, it's not one person's thing. That's why I had the thoughts like above, since I'm a Kara member too and I'm responsible for Kara's name.
However if everyone and Kara's representative disagree with me and thinks this is impossible, I will come back as a person called Jung Nicole.
Regardless of my contract status with the company, I promise I will do my activities as a Kara member. I do love Kara, now and always will, and I'm happy doing activity as a Kara member. . . KARA is a very meaningful thing for me .
Thank you to those who love me and are supporting me. . .
Translated by yooniqda_